I've been asked to get paid for sex. - I have had no boyfriend for over two years and have worked at a general store for girls, so I have rarely met men. - I don't remember when I had sex in the last time, so I no longer feel like I miss my penis much. - Still, I masturbate two or three times a week. - It's like a regular exercise, a habit. - I doubt this is a sexual desire. - However, this time I was thinking that I might have had the opportunity to have the actor feel good about it, but then she said, "Masturbate and show me" lol I've never shown anyone masturbating! - It's so embarrassing to do it in public! - ! - Maybe it's more embarrassing than having sex. - And it felt so good that I wondered if sex was so good after a long time. - I was in trouble. - I was satisfied with masturbation for a while, but I'm starting to feel like I'm not satisfied again tomorrow.